sometimes you are damned if you do and you are damned if you dont.
and you are damned if you do and then dont.
take the thing the man with the white coat gives you for the thing that obstructs your id, forces you to have to see a man with a white coat and instills in you a need that you didnt have before
dont take the thing the man with the white coat gives you and let your id be obstructed
take the thing, have your id unobstructed whilst the thing is active and
when the need to not feel like you are
the only human on earth who is aware of its own death takes
you from the clutches of beauty and understanding to
hell slowly fucking you
as if you disgust them